If I’ll fall into the water, I’ll feel free, but I respect the sea. Once I believed that the beauty is goodness, not anymore. I’m beautiful and flawed. When I walked away I turned and looked, that made me human, you loved me for it.
Sometimes I look, sometimes I don’t care.
What I don’t know it doesn’t hurt me. What I don’t see, it doesn’t exist. If I close my eyes, I’m invisible. When I see for the first time, it is new to me. If I love, I’m in love. No body can make me put on my cloths. Don’t ask me no questions and I’ll tell you no lies. If I write it down, I’ll remember. But sometimes even if I am reminded I do not want to remember. I wish I didn’t remember the first time we kissed. I made a pact with the devil, first time you touched me.
Now there is me and my body. My body still belongs to you. Some other man is touching it now, and I’m letting him.
I watched you fly away. With your beautiful wings you shielded the sun, leaving behind only golden dust settle around me. Now you, let me wonder.
Let me be perfect for somebody else.
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