CURRENTLY

• Oooh so so so much
• Waiting for the spring to kick-in in this beautiful green, believe it or not, Africa
• Telling myself to indulge into nothingness, into doing nothing because, most probably next time I'd have this time on my hands will be when I'm old, boring and retired, lacking energy, when I'll grow to be cynical of life, filled with self disappointments, resentful of fellow humans and hateful towards my grandchildren. Or I'll be a hippi granpy. However that'll be the next time when I'll have the time.
• Despite stealing oxygen and square meters I am too much happy
• Waking up and going to bad with a state of art
• Feeling very privileged and humble of all my sense's experiences
• Recently an owner of the most beautiful scarf that this world have ever seen
• Accepting the fact that I will never ever ever learn how to drive
• Walked with elephants and their babies, monkeys and their babies, hippoes, giraffes, zebras, rihnoes, cheetas, leopards and many more creatures in their playground.
• Listening to Frashlyground-check it out-its awesome
• Missing people
• I used to know to much to argue or to judge, now I find myself agreeing 
• Had my first oyster
• Watched rugby live and our team won. Shaaaaaaaaaarks!
• Befriended a man that works in a chocolate factory!
• Spent the night in Kingdom of Swaziland
• Played scrabble in Kruger National Park
• Washed my feet in Indian Ocean
• Did a 3 week road trip 
• Reading 'The Great Gadsby"
• Got another dog- lil' shit 
• Eating corn in hopes of becoming a UNIcorn- a beautiful beast
• Drinking mojitoes, sitting on a veranda and laughing 
• Morning showers
• Waka Waka

WAKE YOU UP BEFORE I GO GO

My lovelies, this would be my last shout from the Isle of Malta, for the now.

Shortly, I will be borrowing wings from Egyptian airlines to get to my destination, the Southest of Africa where new everything awaits me. Love, life, dressing table, road trips, knowledge and facing of my fears.

Everything has been done in a timely manner. Visa, yellow fever shot, packing as if I am going to Paris not savanna, well I only have nice garments or uniform. At least if a lion sneaks, I'll look presentable. Ta-ta party has been partied, only to take off for a new adventure is left to be done. To finally kiss my man.

Where there do not move the clock and water runs anticlockwise, there too is not much of Internet, but I solemnly swear to keep you posted of my experiences and incidents.

I am too excited and do not know much more to tell you of in this stage so Good Luck to me and I'll keep you posted.

Have a fabulous week.

CURRENTLY EXPERIENCING

I am stronger than I think, they say, I know I am too gentle to live in a pack of wolves but I feel brave, brave like the rhino hunters.
That is why we search for a great love of the lives and to be loved.
We search another, or few, to share our laughter with.
We search for love that we do not need to compete to, and be loved for what little we have to give.
A love that won't imprison us in walls of a relationship but encourage us to keep discovering the secrets of the world and inner self in hopes of one day we'll understand.
To hear the silences of the vase before it hits the ground and of belts when they are not striking the naughty children.
To sleep together every night like hibernating reptiles.
A love that when we are alone, it is simple.
That we can tell the winter of our summer's adventures.
Laughs in the middle of the kisses.
That traditionally terrifying forever isn't terrifying.

CURRENTLY

• Less human/more being
• Erase/Rewind - favorite game
• Lick me, I'm delicious
• Living in deeds, no years; Thoughts, not breaths, in feelings not in figures on a dial.
• I don't hear, because I am not ready. But when I am ready, then its deafening.
• I will always love something more than anything I miss
• My spine is my wishbone. Soft enough to break in the name of the desire
• I stopped checking for monster under the bed when I realized it is inside of me
• I do not understand why Alice left Wonderland, but I know that this is neither Wonderland nor am I Alice 
• Dinosaurs go RAAW! 
• Let's save water and shower together

CURRENTLY

• Writing this after one too many glasses of red. Not responsible for what I say nor for the grammar
• Listening to 'Only Love'- having no particular feelings about the song
• Shopping exhausts me 
• Bad pudding 
• Have no answers to all the information interwoven with the feelings 
• Truth making things clearer, making me scream aloud, giving it to my body, but before, I'd give my soul
• After all your lies, you are still lovable 
• What is it you want from me? Do I want to know? 
• I'll stay in the darkness with you
• Someone, something, tell me what am I supposed to feel. Anger? Release? Damnation? Another word? 
• How many shoulders will I break, to how many will I have to represent sins?
• You are beggar and a liar and I'm just a girl 
• We fit so well. Good conversation is the ultimate aphrodisiac 
• I don't want to be you or you, I am happy with my issues
• I need no fuss, I need relax, you are going to get burned. 
• I am lucky you didn't slip me a smile coz I am not ready to pay that price. 
• You slip your hand under my skirt and it doesn't hurt
• I want to gather around fire and tell stories
• People are either gatherers or hunters, sailors or prostitutes-some collecting needs doing after he sails away
• Everything I do shows my hand, everything is a self-portrait, everything is a diary, everything is so typical of me- no surprises 
• I'm prepared for any season, I'm prepared to stay

CURRENTLY

• Ciao Bella!
•  The stars, the Sun are shining for me, golden yellow
• Somebody, write me a song
• I am tired of being a person I want to meet, aren't there, somewhere, more mes? Please leave a comment if you think you are (:
• Everyday is a new day and each day I choose happiness and the tomorrow is going to be amazing
• I am not worried, I'll get to happy soon enough, but for now I am enjoying the inspiration that comes from sadness
• Just because I am hurting doesn't mean I am hurt (yeah, listening to Coldplay)
• 'My fake plants died because I did not pretend to water them'-story of my life.
• I just want to make pretty things, get enough sleep and someone to kiss my face
• No skinny dipping alone, please. Safety measures.
• Grand ideas that needs doing. Daydreaming...please wait
• Yesterday was FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY when I asked Fate to dance, what a lady-like thing to do
• Need some more passport stamps
• Good vibes 
• Music 
• In love with people I haven't met yet. Reveal yourselves!

COURENTLY

• Going to sleep pretty. Red lipstick
• Punishing myself with no afternoon naps. Makes me happier and more accomplished.
• Enjoying Black Ambrosia.
• Not letting mercury drops leave my tear duct. Sadness department avoided at all time. 
• Not wanting to deal with 'what just happened'
• Must find my horizon to be the centre of something...anything. Solipsism is not the answer, however unfair to the rest of you my darling projections.
• Every knot we tied it, even the Gordian's knot therefore every knot can be untied. 
• Will have an amazing Sunday afternoon, its confirmed
• Hearing of being in someone's dream, a very-good-sex-dream, is almost as hearing the 'I love you'.
• Thinking BIG ideas
• Being very creative
• Its harder when feelings are involved
• 'What's cooler than being cool?' 'Ice cool'. 
• Goldkind is the only kind
• Things I wish I never knew
• Ordinary is an insult, extraordinary is what we all should strive for. 
• I want to have secrets so no one could take it away from me. 
• READING LOAAADS
• Summers on!
• Wearing only what makes me happy! 

CURRENTLY

• I've read somewhere 'The earth laughed flowers.'  Get out of the bed with the sun and go bring some smiles to the baded apartment. 
• Spring came, even the false spring, and now the only problem is where to be the happiest.
•  In the morning I am going to do my ID card (lost it again) and my access to the Library will be returned.
• Wishing for canals and tinny rivers for the bridges to arch over so I'd have somewhere to ride my non-existent bicycle. 
• Must go in a search of a wooden board, maybe a prolonged cheese board to translate into a bath board even if I am cold when taking the bubble. 
• I love my philosophy 
• Classical music-hope my neighbours like it! Tchaikovsky for violin in D major 
• I said the first 'Thank yous' that I meant wholeheartedly. 
• Must stop running from goal to goal and enjoy the sweetness of the moments that fall inbetween.
• Tired
• Weary
• Like James Franco, I too sometimes get a little sad and it is then when I feel alone but then I talk to my dog and I feel fine again. 
• There are beer as cold as my heart, sometimes. And sometimes, I do not want to keep calm!
• Need a holiday, instead I slept with Atlas.
• An urge to hug a horse.
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ONE HAPPY GIRL

Didn't give a shout for a long time so here is a scream. A recapture of past events, and today's.

Honestly, last few weeks have been crazy busy with social gatherings and outgoings, making empty excuses to myself how I should enjoy my full calendar and write later whilst the guilt of 'writing comes first, friends, cinema, etc afterwards' was doing my head. Then I reminded myself that I do not have guilt and should enjoy the moment and do what makes me happy, as I have always.

I made a schedule for my writing and am trying to stick to it, its a good one! I am trying to catch up on Book  Club readings and still read what I want. We went for a dinner in THE best Indian restaurant on the island with Jo, Drew, Camila & Paddy. I made the worst birthday cake for E. Heart-attack on a plate. Waste of sugar and pinabutter. Was an awesome afternoon. Had a fall out with my man and he got me flowers. My first flowers! Screamed 'surprise' at Denise's surprise birthday party which came handy as I couldn't make it to her birthday lunch the next day. At the party was too honest when speaking how a girl's brain works. Mattias was shocked.  He learned something. Attended Runway fashion show in support of my best Jo. She was fabulous! Attending the show actually made me feel something. After the shows were over, live band played-new kids with the kicks- I like. Felt that was the place I wanted to be in that moment. Went for over-due lunch with Pavli. By the way, started writing for her again. And did my first interview with her.On Tuesday last week wore my best dress and made my man fall in love with me again. Cindarella had shoes, Tea has THE dress. We went to a Thai restaurant, waaay overpriced but my prawns were evil delicious. And a drink at MedAsia afterwards. On Friday was E's birthday party. Danced my night away with Jo & Ana like in the good old days. The next day was St. Petrick's where I got the chance to wear green trousers. Watched my first game of rugby and fell in love with the sport. What took me so long! Managed to date a captain of the rugby team and still didn't know that the ball was egg shaped and that they don't score 'touch-downs', also there is an invisible line called 'bridge' or something in those lines. #10 of England's team. Yam! On Sunday was Inga's wedding. Can't believe one of us actually did it! She was beautiful and my boyfriend told me I was beautiful too. Bought me a diary.

But not all is fun & games. Yesterday was bad & ugly. A blue day for me. I felt broken, empty and blaaah. What I love the most about days like that is having that someone to turn it and make it better. S took me  again to that Indian restaurant and afterwards we just lied in bed, listening to the radio and laughing. Now, I fell in love again. Plus today, as I am off, went for an early coffee with Milja and got some much needed vitamin D which made me feel alive once again. The return of enthusiasm and will to celebrate life and its little wonders. A will to run for the president of T's club where I am the chairman too and the only member where  I campaign on taking over the world with positive thinking and kindness. Waiting for summer to come when summer is already in me!

I feel so happy today! I feel like me! I feel like I am in love and in love with the feeling. If I had wings I would fly!

CURRENTLY

• Monday mornings are tough. Since can't sleep through them should sustain myself from yelling at or around the person who by unfortunate events came to be present when the constant, unreasonable voice-raising is occurring
• Not that I have real role-models, except from Disney and porn, but I am determined to DO IT ALL.
• After reading Daniela Steel's interview, Nicholas Spark's interview and watching 'I don't know how she does it' movie, a tsunami of motivation swallowed me whole. 
• Drinking bad wine.
• Miss handwriting and handwritten anything. Wishing for a pan-pal.
• Feeling obliged to have a point of view, like the rest of the idiots. 
• Learning of women that in one way or another shaped the modern history.
• Annoying myself, only to start with, and then on with the rest of the world.
• Whatever is it I need from others, am not giving it to myself. Once I find out what is it I want, will stop craving it from others. Do I need to listen to myself more? Take self more seriously?
• Snail power reading 'The summer of the Bear' by Bella Pollen for the book club. Amazing book, really enjoying it. Consider it as a recommendation. 
• Sooo far back with my reading list- frustrated!
• Work's been great so far. Got 2 days off that I cried for. Lets make them count! 
• Girl's night out on Thursday. Behave!
• Had a very very very good late Valentine's. Mr came back from the far off lands bearing presents. Shoooesseeez, boots-boots, and a handbag, big enough to pack my life :) Yet, best of all is the CHOCOLATE! I didn't even have time to read the label for the name from the speed I breathed them in. He thinks I am disgusting. I ate all the chocolate! No thoughts.
• Made pancakes for the first time! Success! 
• Don't want to jinx it but have to mention it. Finally, honoring my lists. Shhhhhh!
• Having a need to stop and remind myself who I am, what is it I want to be and in which direction my life to go. ????
• Need to do something, make something creative...my hands are itching!
• Outside is miserable, inside...I find summer. 
• Dreaming of Paris.
• Shocked by how easy is to misunderstand and miscommunicate. Don't like.
• Loads of new things I like, impressed by, fascinated...trying all to juggle, categorize, organize and sleep.

CURRENTLY

• Don't want to deal with the things that are left unsaid. So, talk to me.
• ESPRESSO!
• Loving work and people.
• First time felt happy for other and that left me feeling lucky. What?!
• Having a SP. And a Retard.
• Learning self-discipline. My mind is my own. My will is my own.
• Am not lying about myself no matter what the cost.
• Definitely know what I want and won't settle. Addicted to love!
• I matter. You matter. So I became.
• Been called a 'woman' - not yet, darling.
• Loving the low number of my days.
• My hand is so tinny in his.
• Making him smile and laugh.
• Believing in kisses. A lot of kisses.
• Apparently don't know a thing about Quatar. Still sleeping tight.
• Possessing a quilt that actually snuggles back :)
• Words coming out of my mouth that I thought would never utter.
• Being aware of my wings, my smile, and my energy. Kinda like a candle, if you will.
• Getting a mini heart-attack each time I pass M&S. Xmas trees in the window shop!!!!!!!!!!!!
• Still annoyed that I haven't written nothing!... or controversial, to me at least.Oh, well! Lazy bitch!
• Decided what is going to be my next investment. Hint-last thing I solely invested, was a cocktail shaker!Oh, the hard life!
• Planning a spring trip to France with Milja. It's going to be nothing less than Epic!
• Internally euphoric about this stage of my life that will never repeat itself. No responsibility to a thing or a soul. Enjoying it while I can coz I know one day I'll be a mother.
• It's a fine romance, but it left me so undone.
• SP asked me what is it I worry about. My muse told me - worry of the possibility that the world might run out of Nutella. Couldn't bring myself to say it aloud. Still a child, still got it! :) Not small, though.
• I'm losing my favorite game-you're losing your mind, again.

CURRENTLY

• Currently, I am happy!
• Finally got my life back on track, working, out and about. Leaving home for a reason and got from somewhere to come back.
• Not sleeping well, at all!
• Made a habit of getting at round 4am and pigging out from a fridge! What's that about?! Mum's genes probably.
• Got invited to a US Marine Annual Ball (or something in those lines) at Radison Hotel next week. Very excite! It's gonna be challenging. Behaving in a long dress and limiting the access to the open bar. A social situation where I am not completely comfortable or maybe I am (will find out) and an opportunity to meet new people while dancing like there's no tomorrow. Hopefully will enjoy myself. Thanks Jo :)
• This Friday, made it a mission to attend the 'That swing thing' party. Wish to succeed.
• Haven't done any writing in over a month, bothered yet not doing anything about it. It will come to me.
• Obsessed with new Florence and Machine single 'Shake it out'
• Ok, I am really bothered that I didn't write anything! It's not that I do not have any inspiration it is that I enjoy procrastinating better. Shame!
• Had a wicked dream, about my all family being in a prison, missing a flight to Barcelona because a male friend was putting on make up intersected with some action from 'Fast & Furious'- really! But it was so detailed! And yet do not see any connection with the wake world.
• Gonna meet Pizda Power girls on Sunday. I miss them so much!
• Aurora left to UK for forever and now have no more 'Gelato' and 'I don' giv a shit' friend. Hope she's fine and happy. Surrounded with grass, cool/sexy people and loads of rain.
• What else...? I'm just happy :)
• Wish would wake up an hour before work (even if I am working at noon) and have some Tea time, but too lazy.
• Weather is changing. Every day a surprise.
• Ah! Almost forgot! Discovered my favorite new bar in Malta after 6 long years on the rock! And its close to my crib. Finally a cozy hang out.
• Still watching news due to not understanding German.
• Using eye-shadow. Like a real girl.
• Had a mini shopping therapy and am richer for two pair of shoes! Love being a girly girl and so easily fascinated by unimportant things.
• Big plans this weekend. Looking forward to it.
• Being an explorer.
• Planning a Halloween cocktail party. Thinking of costumes...any ideas?

Hope you are enjoying your week too and that you are happy people.

Love and laugh!

CURRENTLY

• Constantly repeating to myself 'You are the luckiest girl in the world' while listening to Eddie Vedder Better Days in hopes I'd believe in it.
• Wondering if someone can forget how to be happy?
• Electronics and technology in my residence exclaimed war. We are just people, we could never win.
• Having an intimate relationship with my remote, so much for my love and sex life. Hoping for better days.
• Alienating myself.
• Shutting myself from, i think, good people.
• Being a good person.
• Summer is over, and somehow, feeling more comfortable and in tune with the new weather.
• Finally TV shows' season started. Football too.
• Watching news.
• Rereading this...so much for my Radical Self Project. I like being sad-there is no other explanation.
• Not sleeping through the night, at all!
• Want to rearrange my bedroom and finally put the desk under the window-don't feel like moving anything :)
• You know how in the movies, when girls are sad, they have a movie they like to watch over and over and over again, eg. 'Dirty Dancing', well, i have found mine. And is...wait for it...'Eat, Pray, Love'- and that is basically what I feel like doing, except I am not hungry and concept of praying is foreign to me.
• Wondering if I will ever have the capacity to love the whole world.
• Feeling, in some screwed up way, unworthy. Maybe if I got my 8 hours of sleep, would just feel rested. You never no until you try it.
• So want to do some epic shit.
• Having the worst best friend ever!
• Thinking too much, feeling too much.

CURRENTLY

• Concerned over my bitchiness- lately, and here to say, involuntarily, showing off emotion in front of another breathing creature. Fading into caring, good, sincere, patient, nice friend, therefore vulnerable. Boring!
• Partying too much, well, taking in the last of the summer
• While we are there, can't believe summer is almost over!
• Spending my days converting carbon dioxide into oxygen. Jealous?
• Pretending to work full time for PavliStyle :)
• About to start reading 'Northern Clemancy' by Philip Hensher
• Playing a medium in the family drama. Tired.
• Love life- not boring
• Lied naked under the stars
• Listening to Florence + Machine 'What water gave me' and 'Sophia' by Laura Marling
• Waiting to wake up and decide
• Finally left my past in the past, ready to move on. Baby steps
• Honesty
• Learned that emotional pain lasts only 12 minutes, the time after it, is only self pity- works!
• Know what I want and out there to get it
• Seriously considering quitting cigarettes. First, need to find a buddy, stronger than me, physically too, and who can stand me when the crazy starts
• Harry Potter series is over. Nooooooooooooooooooo

READING DELUSIONS

As promised, I did take up a new book into my lap. 'The swimming pool library' by Alan Hollinghurst. Got to 56th page or so and will continua. My great escape from 'Lolita'. Only to discover its the same!

They say, books have rather different impacts on one when read in specific phases of life. We will find diverse meaning of the same pages if read five or so years from now, 'Little Prince' is a great example. Mum's observation on what I read was, bestsellers. Yet, how exactly I choose books it is unknown to me. I do not judge the book by its cover, but the older the cover, the more I am driven to it.

Lately, the choices of books I made are somewhat sequencing each other. When I realized I wanted to write these were the books I was going to bed with: 'Gideon' by Russell Andrews, 'The thirteenth tale' by Diane Setterfield, 'The girl with the dragoon tattoo' by Stieg Larsson, and I think there was one of John Grisham too, all depicting ghost writers.

Now, after 'Lolita', a classic about a man who is rationalizing his obsession and passionate love towards a 13 year old girl; I stumble across a very erotic, detail explanatory homosexual acts of love. Should I be concerned over my superstition?

CURRENTLY

• Awake one hour before work. Proud.
• Enjoying the silent house, man in my bad.
• Cannot spell in the morning, Google Chrome rules!
• Went back to horrifying routine of sleeping and not carrying that time makes me older.
• Birthday coming up, loads of ideas for an ama'zin night, no wish to execute it. Strange.
• The Do.
• Pilling the onion of my personality. Volume.
• Clock watching.
• Living in a world or ignorance and talents.
• New jeans.
• Relaying on summer to solve my problems. How many summers will it take?
• Dog under the blanket.
• No WhyS.
• Being a friend.
• Cousin coming over. Prodigy.
• Ordering the worst salad ever. Pumpkin salad. Drinking Campari spritz.
• Nobody's girl. Still standing.
• Powered by the picture!

CURRENTLY

• I am apologizing for not writing due to the lack of free energy filled time.
• I am apologizing that I am writing this post while waiting for the episode of 30 Rock to stream, and that I watched almost the whole season last night, therefore, being super tired, therefore no inspiration for anything more creative than 'Currently'
• I will accept the apology from a weather guy for lying about my day off being 'partly cloudy' when is actually 'partly sunny'
• I am apologizing to all my friends for not calling and spending my one day off with them and instead staying home with all four in the air
• I am happy that the next week is my week off and will have time for my friends.
• I am proud to announce that for the first time in my life I did not spend my whole pay on the first day of cashing the check
• I am sad that cannot spend my birthday in Madrid :(
• Nothing interesting, creative or inspiring has happened in my life due to the over-work
• Escaping boredom by means of unconsciousness
• Realized that I suck in the 'Truth or Dare' game
• Whiskey gives me a mega hangover
• Not having time to do my pedicure, only painting the edges. shhhhhh!
• Would probably be reduced to death by hunger if drawing was my way of making money. Since it is not, I will keep trying.
• Feeling abused by the nowadays music.
• Subscribed for the first time in me life, and to a GradualReport baby
• Reading- happy
• I promise a post tomorrow!

What are you up to, my dear campers?

CURRENTLY

• Feeling alive during the day, at work, and when come home just wonna sleep :(
• Bought meself a Week Planner so I won't sleep when come home! Wrote a big 'DO IT' all over it! I promise I'll try
• Bought 4 books last Wednesday, one of them, 'Secret Garden'. Daddy got me 4 more today- Happy!
• Bought materials with Mum out of which she made a kitchen curtain, pillowcases for kitchen chairs and one kitchen cloth hanging on the oven! Too cute :)
• Planned, decided and agreed on everything for redecorating washroom into an office. Tomorrow going to perches the materials! Can't wait!
• Generally happy at work
• No men in me life and once again in harmony with self
• Djokovic unbeaten this year! :)
• Looking forward to my paid week off
• Concerned over the Libya situation
• Got back into my reading mood
• No inspiration
• Being prepared for any kind of weather
• Listening to music instead of watching dubious TV shows
• Helping Bro with his studies and projects. Having my fun
• Secretly thanking the genius who invented the headphones
• No time for overthinking- peace
• Not sleeping well and/or enough
• Luving this picture!

CURRENTLY

• I'm sick! Fever!
• Angry! Got two days off due to my illness and did no writing. Apparently when have fever don't have inspiration. Feel me?
• Giving myself to the guilty pleasures of '30Rock'
• E's birthday
• Listening to the Amy McDonald radio - never ending talent
• Trying to wrap my head over all the articles I have to write for PavliStyle but laziness coming my way which I am embracing
• Stuff party! Best night of my life! Thank you Aia. We all needed it! :)
• Breaking my old boundaries, setting up new ones
• Agreeing to help my colleague with English
• Aia telling us that we will have a week of paid leave, coming home excited and planning to travel somewhere for few days, but not gonna happen since all the flights cost million euros due to the easter holidays. So have to stay on the island. Have no idea what will do! Will keep you posted on this one
• Hitting my head against the wardrobe in the dark -headache
• Watching pointless comedies because can't concentrate
• Falling asleep when try to read :(

What are up to currently?

CURRENTLY

• Found my happy place to write at, cafe Mint
• Eating, once again, THE best white chocolate cheese cake
• Having a free morning and afternoon, going round and about before have to go to work, as if I have a life, doing something interesting
• Having a date with Mom...while I'm writing, she decided to start recording her thoughts in a Diary. My idea :D She's gonna luv it
• Decided I am going to start studying Philosophy, whatever that means
• Planning and throwing around ideas about the office me and Mom will make. Office or a craft room. Excite!
• About to become a part of something ridiculous, fun, interesting and inspiring yet shocking for this mentality. And it's a once in a life time stupidity. Will tell you more about it as the planning and organization reveals itself. I am just gonna say that it will take place on the 13th of March. Sunday
• Watching Oscar movies. 'Heartlocker' and 'King's speech'. WOah to both!
• Writing articles for Pavlistyle
• Completely moved back to my parents. Panicking!
• Loving my friends
• Hating tequila
• Planning to make a record of all my books, will take time, planning and organization
• Enjoying the sunny days as an alternative to the wicked winds last week
• Drinking cappuccinos
• Missing sailor
• Not getting enough sleep,still happy
• Making a travel box (where we will put money each week and 'save')
• Thinking, too much in my opinion, about the tattoo I'm in luv it but afraid of the life with it and pain of doing it.
• Celebrating Bulgarian 1st of March tradition by wearing a red/white bracelet. It is for good health, prosperity, and mainly for fertility in all life aspects. On the first day of spring I am to take it off and hang it on a fruit tree (symboling the fertility)
• Got the idea of Europe round trip, made my map...the only thing I need is round 6000e to buy a good car and convince at least 2 people to tag along with me for few months. Something to day dream about :)