'The mind hardly dares to express itself and, when it does, is limited to stating that this idea or that woman has an effect on it.' This might be the truth for those who believe that there is no original thought. That the great ideas are stolen. One whole medical doctrine is subjected to reduce any felt feeling, emotion or thought process to a premature effect from or via our subconsciousness. How the actual 'effect' gives rise to an emotion and goes to understand it. Going back to the earliest memory, rightly or wrongly, drawing the diagnoses whilst avoiding the term 'normal'. The 'N' word in psycho-analysis.
Life's a round-about, each street leading to depression, signs indicating 'Further Disaster', insomnia just around the corner. The ridicule of rat race. So obnoxious over the waking state resulting with anxiety. Or it thinks it is. But what about Freud? What about the dreams?
The sleeping, dreaming, state is as essential and as complex as the waking state, outwardly two contradictory realities. Not enough importance is paid to that valuable time. 'The mind of a sleeping man is fully satisfied with whatever happens to it'.The divine state we indulge in for one third of our life. The rest of the time we are worried.
Spending my days desperately to find a connection and to reason with reason when only justifying my sleeping habits. Or a need to believe in something rather than horoscope where dreams come to be the second best.
Final summation: Darling, don't believe everything you think.
I like to sleep.
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