Monday, July 2, 2012

COLLAPSE INTO ME

Once and for all, I ask you not to fall in love with me. I want you to collapse into me, to jump without checking the temperature of the water first. It is OK if you are scared, that is the only way to be brave. And I need you to be brave with me, I need you to have the courage to treat me like a woman.

I know you've been hurt before, also that you hurt too. But I don't care if you do it to other. Do shut up! Every time it rains, it stopped raining! I want us to be the only couple that is able to make love across the crowded room. I want to lean over you, just out of the shower, my hair falling over your face, smelling familiar, leaking light, warming your smile. Close your eyes so I can kiss them.

I want to give you everything. I carry in me everything I will ever possibly need and I need you to take that and cherish it, let it become your cloths that will soak into your skin, and your skin soak into the bones of you, and the marrow and the dust that shall become of it, I am always on my way back. I need you to find everything that you have been searching for living inside of me.

I want you not to be scared to join me, to come home to me where I'll thank you and change your idea of heaven. Change it to be our bed, the sheets and me. I want to talk to you in that bed and fall asleep whilst. I need us to have good sex and loads of it. I like being alone in that bed of ours, but I think I'd like it better if I was alone with you. Forever would be fine with me, with you.

And every time you go away, I don't miss you, I miss us. I don't love you, I love us. I need you to realize that  before me you were merely surviving and that we should start living together today! Will you understand if I don't mourn the loss of what I was before you? 


I need you to go with me to the gallery and kiss me in front of a real big painting. I need you not to fall in love, I need you to take me and I ask you to give yourself to me. 




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