DEAR ME,

6 months ago I wrote a letter to myself!

When moving in and out of the harmony club, did I find it. It was dated 11.03.2011. - the opening. I remembered it today and tore the envelope! I printed it, did even handwrite it! LOL

I am so happy about me, and me 6 months ago and how I think 6 months ago Tea is sweet and cute and loves me today :) I must admit that the letter is very well written, proud of 6 months ago Tea! I believe it was after 2am when she wrote to me, yet she sounds so optimistic, happy and hopeful for me today.

She told me about her 'work- problems' (on which I am laughing now, and just gesturing off). Everything passes, everything gets forgotten, you get to know people and you start to respect them and dismiss the first judges and impression you had of them. You become friends. I realize I've given time, patience and second chances to others, as well as they did to me. While I was thinking I am an impatient, one chance, unforgivable person. She taught me differently.

Somehow, she sounds young and immature. Is it possible? 6 months? Shows me the time frame in which I learned and grew, experienced and got hurt, lived, laughed and cried, since then.

She told me about her hopes and wishes, which, during, became my daily routine, my bible, a path I am on and still walking, slowly.

While she was talking about her love life, it seemed shallow as if she was closing her eyes on what was actually happening, building walls to protect her feelings. Now, I want the truth- no matter how painful, I want to see it and feel it, get hurt and get up! Now, I let it happen, not ignore it and pretend it is not there. Yet, she sounds so happy!

The only wish she had for me is to BE HAPPY AND STAY HAPPY and I am and I did. Thank you Tea,I love you!