UFO

I hate Facebook applications. Skip every each one of them! I HATE THEM! (I use word 'hate' too often and yet don't know what it means) I DO NOT DO THEM!

Until yesterday, anyhow.

The name of the application got me. As if it was made to suck me in, make me smile, excite. Prompt, even maybe. Unexpected, the least unexpected thing that I love to come across and think hard about. Make myself believe it came with a reason, a purpose. I like to think that. I choose to. (another strong word, and another thing that I do not know what really means, or choose not to).

So, I opened my 'Life Box' and I found in it a UFO. A UFO!!!! Seriously?!!!

I stared hard in the pink sunglasses that where representing the mysterious UFO of my day. I was determine to find what, who was that UFO on Sunday. And guess what?! I found it! I did it!

Long story short. I do stupid things after 2am and believe strongly in decisions I make in the middle of the night or early morning, very early morning. So one night, few nights ago, out of nowhere, I idiotically, wrote a LOVE LETTER to a FRIEND! Yeah! Shut up, we all did it, but I was the only one that actually sent it!

Of course, we both ignored it. In a passing of a sentence did he tell me NO. Of course it is a NO. Since he said a NO, I was relieved. I got the meaningful answer and since it was a negative, I do not want to hear or look for answers. NO is enough for me, I can live with a NO, not so sure woulda coulda shoulda with the explanation.

However, I was a happy people on a Sunday and was looking forward to coming home and doing nothing when he called and told me he's going to the movies with the colleague, same sex as me. And boy, did I get jealous?! Apart from scaring him, I managed to f*ck up my rest of the day. As always, for no apparent reason.

To sum up. That moronic reaction and emotion I felt when the phone call took place was my UFO. But, I guess it is no more UFO if I found out what it was. Does this even make sense? Does it need to! At the end, it is MY 'Life Box'!

P.S. (it means Post Scripted- I find:D) Today's find in my 'Life Box' is Obama! hahahahahah... My new BFF! I like to think of him as unexpected new friend or unexpected visitor, as horoscope says :D Happy he's 'African- American'! ;) Am I politically correct or what?